Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Save the Drama for Your Momma

This is what I feel like doing right now.

I mean, how cute is his first temper-tantrum?!?  :)   I'm so mean for running for my camera instead of running to his aid, but seriously -- sometimes he can be such a baby! 

Anyway, back to me!  I'm seriously freaking out right now.  I leave for London TOMORROW.  Leave.  As in LEAVE my one and only child, my first born son, my sweet baby boy.  ALONE.  Okay, not really alone, but without me - his MOMMA!  And I know I'm not the first mother to freak out about this, nor will I be the last.  But it's the first time that I am going to do it and it's the first time that I have to deal with it, and it's a lot harder than I can explain.  And yes, he will be fine.  He will survive without me for a few days, but will I survive without him?  Without kissing this sweet face every day? 

I just don't know.  I'm gonna miss him SO much more than I can say.  :(

So... I'm gonna go back to throwing my temper-tantrum, in between packing and taking care of this little almost-crawler.  Because I'm leaving for LONDON, ENGLAND TOMORROW!!  If it's possible to be ridiculously excited AND panic-stricken at the same time, that that would explain how I'm feel right now!  LONDON here I come! 

PS -- Nono and Abuelita, you are not allowed to put him down while I'm gone.  Because I just know he's going to learn to crawl the second I get on that plane!  He's just so stinking close!

1 comment:

  1. That video is hilarious!!!! What was he mad about? Even his tantrums are cute! =) I love it when they are on all fours and just rock back and forth b/c they can't quite get how to lift their hands off the ground yet....sigh....I miss those days!! You are going to have the time of your life over there in LONDON! I am sooo excited for you. I can't wait to see your blog posts about it, don't forget to take your computer with you!!! xoxoxo